Homelessness

Feminine Leadership Rising

“Make your home where your spirit live” (Armah, 2002)

Today is the last day as the Homelessness Policy Director for the City of Los Angeles. Led by spirit and latent ambition, I have accepted a leadership role in a smaller, but adjoining city to help convene city leaders and residents around the issue of homelessness.

This move came from a spiritual place. It was a calling from deep within my own path toward destiny and was first presented during my annual “dafa” divination reading in the Ifa tradition. Within the Odu Oshe Meji – my spiritual guides informed me to accept new opportunities. But even when told from a spiritual source, there were many emotional and material considerations before stepping out on faith.

Over the last year I faced head-on the presence of Western patriarchal approaches to homelessness that severely conflicted with my evolving feminine approach. These approaches were not new, but suddenly came into focus with new perspective. To me, homelessness is a symptom of deep social ruptures going back to the process of colonialization and industrialization when Western culture began to silo and compartmentalize aspects of nature disagreeable to the imagined communities drawn up in the minds of a few with power. People living with mental illness, varying degrees of physical abilities, and persons with non-white skin or who did not believe in a Christian God- were banished from society as the emergence of institutions came into being to continue the marginalization of such populations such as the rise in the prison industrial complex.

Homelessness is not a thing to be counted and measured. It is a psychological condition that reflects imbalance of place and power among human relationships. Yet the objectification and dehumanization is how many in the homelessness services field approach solving homelessness – unless they see it as charity – an intractable issue. A Western patriarchal perspective informs homelessness as a public nuisance performed by nonconforming groups of people choosing to live a life out in the margins to disrupt the dominant Utopian views created by Enlightened European men. A Western approach to homelessness neglects cultural complicity in the creation of inequitable societies and the preservations of systems of oppression that continue to be reproduced in each succeeding generation.

As a woman and a not only a woman of color, but a woman with historical inter-generational memory of my African and Native American and Irish ancestors who somehow survived the Trans-Atlantic Slave Trade, the institution of slavery, genocide, and indentured servitude, it pained me physically, emotionally, and spiritually to sit in conversations where humans and the human story were reduced to numbers detached from insight into the soul behind the numbers. While my pain was conscious, I know this detached talk impacted all in the room.

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In reawakening the goddess consciousness – Starhawk states – “women are not encouraged to explore their own strength and realizations; they are taught to submit to male authority, to identify masculine perceptions as their spiritual ideals, to deny their bodies and sexuality, to fit their insights into a male mold” (Spiral Dance: A Rebirth of the Ancient Religion of the Great Goddess).

In a moment of alignment where my spiritual growth, my academic studies, and my professional work all collided, instead of submission or rebelling in anger- I found a profound appreciation within the situation. I accepted what I first thought were nemesis as teachers. And I have come to thank them for teaching me the language, feel, and energy of the patriarchy. For they pushed me into such a place that my own internal feminine spiritual warrior had no space but to step out of hiding into being. Within this performance and awakening- I began to find peace, joy, and a new creative flow. My current job opportunity emerged during this cycle of acceptance. I began re-evaluating my network and connecting effortlessly with like-spirited allies. Thus while I am moving on to a new position of leadership, I have the opportunity to step deeper into my own power as a feminine-style leader. I am manifesting the me I want to be and the environment to support such growth. What a beautiful place…

Re-energized, I look forward to learning, sharing, co-producing feminine style approaches to the phenomenon on homelessness that focus on collaboration, relationship building, creativity, and inclusion of the voices from the margins. Through an emergent “tribe” of spirited like people- I look forward to creating new metrics and outcomes that quantify edges of the issue, while reflecting movement of the needle of our own social attitudes and behaviors as they rise to a new consciousness of human relations.

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Spirit of Place

Thoughts on Place . . .

I believe that places are sacred geographical points for encounters of culture that retain memory, history, grief, and joy – that mirror back the psychological health and well-being of its inhabitants.

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Jacmel, Haiti, October 2016 – Glistening after a Afro-Haitian dance class. 

Places are vessels of history that teach us aspects of the past to help guide us in the present and awaken our consciousness about our responsibility to the future.

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Traditional Akan Priest caretaking the collective ancestor shrine within Cape Coast Castle, Ghana. This was a castle where enslaved Africans  departed the homeland and traded across the Atlantic throughout the Americas. 1999

Places protect the people who live there and must be cared for with a healing touch that invokes unconditional love, reverence in the mundane, and sense of community. Everyone should have an opportunity to contribute and belong, as the identity of place constantly evolves to reflect changing demographics.

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Skid Row, Los Angeles, 2016 – Skid Row is not only home to the largest unsheltered homeless population in the country – it is also a recovery community where lost souls can be renewed with purpose. 

As a community development practitioner with over twenty-years of experience in the field of homelessness policy, community building, art based collective healing practices, and conflict mitigation; I seek to expand my understanding of place as sacred geography and shrine to the Mother Goddess of Creation. In re-awakening a goddess consciousness, we develop new perspective in our relationship to the world and see earth as an evolving womb that we must take care of for the life of future generations.

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Santa Barbara Nature Preserve, 2015

 

 

 

Homelessness

My Ideal Homelessness System in L.A.

 

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The City of Los Angeles is experiencing continued growth in its homeless population. Rising rents and not enough housing for residents of any means has stacked up against the continual inflow of new residents seeking opportunity, those re-entering after serving time in the military or prison, and younger families gathering their economic footing. A desert with little rain, we have created our imperfect social storm.

 

Although I have been fortunate to have positions that allow me to sit at the table of decision making- I have found it hard to raise my soft voice against the cacophony of opinions and interest, so decided to do what I do best – write,  and bring my ideas to paper.

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So I offer these concepts- in no particular order except what comes to mind most pressingly in this moment:

  • Accountability – Establish an inter-regional governing board that owns, oversees, funds, and supports homelessness with people experiencing homelessness- not systems – in mind. This Board would form the Commission that oversees the Los Angeles Homeless Services Authority so that this agency can continue to receive public funding, implement programs, and monitor contracts and performance of homeless service providers. This Board would be responsible for conducting an annual progress report on the state of homelessness within the region, and a unit gap analysis every five years to help with continued planning for those living in extreme poverty.

 

  • Funding – I am not afraid to say what many are – Measure H and 14991364_10207320556868724_6951534251493100395_o (1)Prop HHH are not enough. Los Angeles is a city of growing inequity and has been for some time. Some reports say we never rebounded from the economic downturn of the 1990’s (when my own parents – fearing the worst – retired early and migrated to Tennessee) and that real wages have not kept up with the population needs since 1979. As such, poverty runs deep and through our Western values- we are a city without many safety nets. Yet we are a city with extraordinary wealth. One hand bag on Rodeo Drive could house a family for six months and one home in Bel Air could house at least 10 older adults. Our investments are selfish and misguided. It will take a re-commitment from all sectors- philanthropy, government, business, and you and me – to truthfully end this crisis.

 

  • Prioritization – Continue to prioritize vulnerable populations. I would like to see an expansion of the chronic homeless focus to include all families with minor children, older adults aged 65+, and youth between the vulnerable ages of 18 to 25. Like in so many other cities – we should challenge ourselves to find shelter for anyone within these populations that presents at a central access station.

 

  • Specialize – Last year I was gifted to befriend Ms. Habrey, an 85 years young African American woman experiencing homelessness with a long history of feeling like she had been cursed by a group of witches for whom sent the devil to kill everyone she has ever loved. Shelter was not an option for her. She found safety in a hotel room but one day left. I saw her one more time and have not seen her since. She taught me that while persons experiencing mental illness or spiritual curses may experience episodes of homelessness, their needs are so much more and require special care. Mental illness is a brain disease that must be addressed with compassion, shifts mindsets of the broader community, reduced law enforcement engagement, and ability to manage the ups and downs of mental diseases without punishment and criminalization. We must create safe places where residents like Ms. Habrey can find respite as they work with a supporting staff to negotiate safer places to dwell with them feeling a sense of power and control. I continue to dream of a Grandmother’s Village for women like Ms. Habrey.

 

  • Innovate – Not everyone is thinking about permanent housing. For some, the home was the most dangerous place where trauma occurred. Freedom and safety is more precious to them than four walls and a roof. Innovate dwelling arrangements that create incremental steps of safety, stabilization, and community. Have an open mind-set and invest private research and development funding into tiny homes, Kibbutz villages, after-hour drop in centers, Re-Fresh Spots (personal hygiene centers), safe parking, mobile home parks, public help desks. Like brick pavers leading to the front door of a home, create a true pathway into housing that is trauma and culturally informed. Suspend judgment of those who choose this path for we do not understand the breath of their experience.

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  • Participatory Planning – No program or housing model should be designed without the voice of those with lived experience. Most folks experiencing homelessness are not service resistant – they were never asked what they wanted and were judged for not wanting what was offered. It is arrogance, not rationality, to design programs and systems for people without having the experience to understand the problem or barrier as to what is truly being solved.

 

  • Vision over Data – When data drives solutions for a human problem, we have dehumanized and negated the wisdom of lived experience of the people whom we say we are trying to serve. The problem addressed is centered on the needs of those witnessing the phenomenon of homelessness, and not the needs of those living in this chaos or the truthful reflection of failed systems and political choices made by greater society. A collective and shared vision of whom we want to become should champion over data- with data supporting, validating, or challenging our assumptions and measuring our progress.

 

  • Racial Equity – Most painful to me – On day one of m13908951_1383723351642176_2655019672376857232_oy current position, I brought up the topic of race as it relates to homelessness and in a whispered tone was told, “true, but we don’t talk about race.” With over forty-seven percent of people experiencing homelessness identifying as African Americans while African Americans only make up eight percent of Angelinos, and close to eighty-percent of residents in Skid Row, – I was motivated to talk about it, and in fact talk louder about it. Thankfully, two years later, a new Ad Hoc Committee on Homelessness and the Black Community has been formed with a strong presence of members seeking answers and solutions. The veins of homelessness run deep and one cannot escape the sacred history of the African American experience and the performance of this history through homelessness as a daily reminder of our unresolved American wounds.

As Angela Davis inspires to imagine a society without prison- not as a liberal strategy to release persons without consequences- but to challenge the confines of our society and seek new paths of inclusivity and equity toward the vision of Dr. King’s Beloved Community – I too imagine a city that changes its imagined community and no longer discards the “undesirables” into sidewalk tents or dried river beds where they are at threat of the perfect storm. Instead, I  imagine a thriving, diverse city with  many micro-communities feeding the city center with life, nourishment, and sustainable growth. I imagine a city of angels.

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Essay, Uncategorized

From Boriquén to Balboa: A homeward journey of reclamation among Puerto Ricans in San Diego

[Final paper for Dr. Ed Casey, Ecopsychology 1: Ethics of Place-DPC 732, July 9, 2013]

“To get into the spirit of a place is to enter into what makes that place such a special spot, into what is concentrated there like a fully saturated color” (Casey, 2009, p. 314)

Recently I had an opportunity to intern with the House of Puerto Rico in San Diego (HPRSD), one of the few Spanish Caribbean organizations located in Southern California. HPRSD was founded in 1972 and today serves for the purpose of “sharing and communicating the culture of Puerto Rico to the people of California” (House of Puerto Rico San Diego). Located in historic Balboa Park as a part of the House of Pacific Relations International Cottage program, HPRSD hosts a number of events and activities to highlight the cultures and traditions of Puerto Rico.

Under the guidance and patience of former president Aileen Alvarado Swaisgood, I volunteered to interview former organizational leaders as part of an oral history project to begin archiving the organization’s past.  While I had an increasing ongoing interest in the impact on colonialism on Caribbean identity and culture, I was not prepared for the psychological depths of where I would go in the process of finding meaning and context for the stories that I had collected. Entering the work I was fixated on the presence of Puerto Ricans in San Diego and asked:  “weren’t Puerto Ricans only supposed to live in Chicago and the east coast?” Or “why would they want to live in a gateway city for immigrants escaping poverty in Mexico and Central America when they have the privilege of citizenship and can live anywhere?” And “how were they able to maintain Boriquén pride in a landscape where they only made up 1% of the Latino culture?”

I soon began to realize that my questions were my own prejudices and biases animated and my quest began to understand how I acquired these perceptions. In appreciation of Levins-Morales’ healing stories and an adaptation of an eco-feminist critique, this philosophical journey allowed me to uncover my own way of knowing and introduced a new way of knowing the world we live in today  (Levins-Morales, 1998).

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This journey begins in a moment of reverie where I actively imagine the initial intense point of contact between the Western and indigenous worlds enacted through the archetypes of the Conquistador and Itiba Cahubaba, an earth goddess (Bachelard, 1983; Jung C. , 1989):

Intrigued by what lay beyond the horizon at the edge of the deep blue-sea and if the Viking legends of far-away enchanted lands were true, European Man invoked his ancestral wisdom and enlisted the Sirens to call forth young men from across Europe to lead explorations on his behalf (Fuentes, 1992). Hundreds responded and a chosen few were selected to lead voyages in the name of Europe under that mask of his god. Excited, European Man joined each voyage, attached to the bowsprit to guide his troops toward the penetration of new found virgin lands.

Of all the lands he entered, he became most in love with tropics of the Atlantic where a string of emerald islands embellished the rich turquoise-blue waters along the equator created a “field of power” that animated trees to dance, mountains to roar, sea animals to sing, and where the people- adorned in gold – gleefully welcomed European Man onto the land, as if they had been waiting for him (Hillman, 1989, p. 40). The place was magical.

One evening while observing a beautiful, glowing sunset, as only exist in this part of the world, and inebriated with wine, the most beautiful woman emerged from the setting sun (Nunez, 2006). Dusted in gold, her body was alchemically designed out of silver, lead, copper, iron, mercury, and lapis. She graciously danced on the surface of the water, spraying her lands with an afternoon mist to cool off the long hot days. She sang as she danced; her voice was as calming as the wind. She was the goddess of the land and her name was Itiba Cahubaba (Baerga, 2013).  

Unable to withhold his desire, European Man leaped forward onto Itiba Cahubaba and raped her. Confident, yet impotent, European Man enslaved Itiba and raped her for 40 days and 40 nights with odd seeds, machinery, and equipment, until at last she became pregnant (Griffin, 1978).  Defeated, the light in Itiba’s soul began to diminish and she stopped singing and dancing; stopping her daily blessing of the land. This rupture in ritual impacted the lands and they became less fertile. Instead of lush tropical rain forests and unimaginable size fruits and other indigenous nutrients, the land began to produce non-edible growths such as cane sugar, tobacco, coffee, and cotton.  Itiba’s children – the fierce Caribs, mighty Arawaks, and tenacious Tainos – also became more lifeless, withdrawn, and for the first time- suicidal. They felt their land rejecting them in favor of European Man’s children and for the first time felt like strangers within their own environment. What did they do to make Itiba Cahubab abandon them?

Finally Itiba’s embryonic water broke. Yet the dry land could not absorb the heavenly flow so the land flooded. Her people had to settle at on the tops of the highest mountains as their landscape was transformed (Crespo, 1993). Itiba’s labor was difficult. Her people cried out for help, yet she could not hear them due to the intensity of the labor pains. Her contractions shook the earth creating hurricanes and earthquakes. Itiba turned toward the sun to allow its warmth to ease her pain and in doing so created a solar eclipse. The people thought for sure the world had come to an end and yielded to death so that only a few survived. As the baby neared the opening of the birth canal, she bled and bled, mixing her blood with those of her people and reddening the earth. 

European Man waited anxiously in anticipation of the birth. He was sure that his influence would create a mighty human being. European Man never felt more alive.

Through my fantasy of the colonial conquest, I sought to honor the indigenous epistemology that existed in pre-Columbian society.

A Taino (the indigenous group on the island of Boriquén) creation myth symbolizes this recall process. According to the legend, after a heroic hunter was swept up in the winds and presumed to be dead, his family placed his hunting equipment into a gourd and hung the gourd from the ceiling according to custom. As the village began to experience a food famine, the gourd filled up with enough fish to feed the people. Eventually the gourd is broken over human greed and the waters flow out creating a great flood and the people had to adapt to a new way of life (Crespo, 1993; Jaffe, 2005). While the fish image resembles Jung’s reference of restoring the “lost soul” I believe the flood is the key image in this myth (Jung C. , 1969). The flood, to me, represents the submergence of the indigenous thought and belief into the unconscious under 500 plus years of colonialism.

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The pre-Columbians believed in an integrated relationship between man and nature where the world was animated and spirit existed in matter (Ani, 1994; Deloria Jr., 2003; Fuentes, 1992). Man respected nature equally in her visible and non-visible forms.  Fuentes (1992) observed that indigenous groups such as the Tainos lived with fear of nature in respect for her cyclical nature of destruction (i.e. earthquakes, floods, and hurricanes) and creation.  He states, at “the aboriginal culture of Mesoamerica …carried a system of beliefs in which the idea that the world had been created not once but several times was absolutely essential” (p. 94). He believed that the questions of the Indian mind were “how long will we last? How can we build something that will protect us from destruction?” (p. 98). Their epistemology was based on their experience and observations of nature and her changing cycles. Deloria (2003) stated “thousands of years of occupancy on their lands taught tribal peoples the sacred landscapes for which they were responsible….hence revelation was seen as a continuous process of adjustment to the natural surroundings…” (p. 66).

Fuentes (1992) further observes, “The need to understand time was of paramount importance in such a world, for it meant the difference between survival and destruction. To dominate time was to assure the continuity of life” (p. 98). Time was not thought of as a singular event moving along a linear projection as it is in the Western world, but centered on the changes in nature. Deloria (2003) explains, “…a tribal conception of history almost everywhere was the description of conditions under which the people lived and the location in which they lived…when (?)…was …‘a long time ago’ ” (p. 101). Fuentes (1992) also highlights a common theme of a returning god in pre-Columbian stories. Sacred ceremonies and behavioral expectations and norms were set for the community to ensure a positive return. Fuentes (1992) concludes that the initial welcoming among these groups of the initial conquistadors was due to the expectation of the returning god.  This understanding of the pre-Columbian epistemology advances our knowledge of indigenous way of life, culture, and values to not only understand how life existed then, but to also uncover remnants that still exist today (Levins-Morales, Remedios; Stories of earth and iron from the history of Puertorriquenas, 1998).

Pre-Columbian view of life contrasted sharply with the perception developed in Western thought. Plato is credited with the initiation of separating the conscious and unconscious minds through his articulation of forms (Ani, 1994). According to Casey, Plato believed “we are creatures of becoming. I am nothing but an imperfect copy of the perfect form” (Class lecture on January 28, 2013). Plato stated:

therefore, that in all the realm of visible nature, taking each thing as a whole, nothing without intelligence is to be found that is superior to anything with it, and that intelligence is impossible without soul, in fashioning the universe he implanted reason in soul and soul in body, an so ensured that his work should be by nature highest and best (Plato, 1965, pp. 42-43).

Through these words Plato births the foundation of modern Western thought that secularizes the spiritual from the visible world and also initiates a hierarchy among beings. With man created as an imperfect being, the drive toward perfection was also planted by Plato’s words that later became a drive for greater scientific knowledge and even racial superiority (Ani, 1994). Plato’s ideas are also believed to be reflected in Christianity with the thought of an “after-life” where man will finally be able to find perfection (Ani, 1994).

In the sixteenth century Descartes adds scientific value to this separation of the parts as well as introduces man as an individual verse communal being in his thoughts; “substance is a thing that exists in such a way that it needs nothing else in order to exist” (Casey, class lecture on January 28, 2013). By the sixteenth century the European man thus had created the psyche of the colonizer through his incremental drive for perfection over what existed before him, his desire to prove his individualism, and the separation from the spiritual/natural world through secularization.  His energy was released in the annihilation of all things “other” including women, natural ways of knowing, animals, and non-European civilizations. Levins Morales (Medicine stories: History, culture and the politics of integrity, 1998) in describing the European witch trials, “among other things, the witch persecutions established elite male, monopolies of knowledge, especially medical and spiritual knowledge” (p. 48). Deloria (2003) further stated:

The very essence of Western European identity involves the assumption that time proceeds in a linear fashion; further it assumes that at a particular point in the unraveling of this sequence, the peoples of Western Europe became the guardians of the world (p. 62).

The European domination of knowledge has remained a key legacy of the colonial period. In its wake, colonized groups continued to be labeled as “other.” Social scientists, including psychologists, have been complicit in sustaining this perspective through scapegoating negative social behaviors among minority racial groups as inherent tendencies versus responses to ongoing oppression (Lewis, 1963; Memmi, 1991). This practice reinforces discrimination and weakens civil societies. The Puerto Rican ethnic group is one example of how these beliefs have manifested in the social, economic, and political marginalization by the U.S. government and institutions.

In his Harper’s Journal essay entitled Manifest Destiny, John Fiske (N.d.) wrote;

It was for Spain, France, and England to contend for the possession of this vast region, and to prove by the result of the struggle which kind of civilization was endowed with the higher and studier political life. The race which here should gain victory was clearly destined hereafter to take the lead in the world….When the highly civilized community, representing the ripest political ideas of England, was planted in America…the growth was portentously rapid and steady. (p. 584).

After the Civil War and the collapsing of other European power in the Western Hemisphere, a young United States with its cowboy attitude sought to prove its muster on the world stage through the capture of the remaining Spanish territories within the Caribbean (Thomas E. , 2010). Senator Henry Cabot Lodge is said to have placed large red Maltese crosses across a large map “to signify future American possessions: Hawaii, Cuba, Puerto Rico, a canal across the Panamanian isthmus” (Thomas E. , 2010, p. 71).  Driven by ego-fueled strategy, the U.S. had no thought out plan on what to do with the new territories and the thousands of people who were now in its tutelage. According to Thomas (2010), Lodge and Roosevelt, “knew that empire was no laughing matter, and in the giddy aftermath of victory over Spain, difficult decisions loomed” (p. 369). Economically, Puerto Rico was deeply impoverished due to lack of investment by 500 years of Spanish domination  (Lewis, 1963). According to Lewis (1963), while Americans’ initial image of Puerto Rico was “the romantic image of a rustic, unspoiled paradise” it soon turned to an “image of a dirty, backward island…” (p. 18) .

This latter image penetrated the American psyche and has been the root of resistance toward full integration of the island or release for its own independence . Zimmerman (2002) asks, “would the Americans, with their spotty conduct toward the natives of their own continent, treat their new subjects with dignity and respect?” (p. 366). Since acquisition, the U.S. has followed a pattern of social and economic marginalization of Puerto Ricans through an over-emphasis on negative stereotypes and poverty-related behaviors. Lewis (1963) states that “the society has thus rarely been seen as a composite whole” and blames U.S. educators, social scientists, and consultants “pre-empting the very future of the society” through their cultural biases and beliefs (pp. 20-21).

Even after World War II when thousands of Puerto Ricans migrated to the U.S. with citizenship status, they were marginalized in the urban ghettos of Chicago and New York and stigmatized by negative images such as gang affiliation, sexual promiscuity, ignorance due to limited knowledge of English, and laziness Since 1898, the U.S. has used these images to justify maintaining Puerto Rico as a Commonwealth status. Citizen rights have been gerrymandered based on geographic location on or off the island. For instance, it one lives on the island, he cannot vote in the U.S. Presidential Elections, however if he lives in California or New York- on the mainland, he can (Zimmerman, 2002; Thomas L. , 2010). Memmi (1991) states “whenever the colonizer states …that the colonized is a weakling, he suggests thereby that this deficiency requires protection. From this comes the concept of a protectorate” (p. 82).

Through the concept of cultural citizenship many Puerto Ricans have thrived in spite of the politics that seek to deny their existence. Flores and Benmayor (2004) state “unlike assimilation…or cultural pluralism…cultural citizenship allows for the potential of opposition, of restructuring and reordering society” (p. 15). The concept of cultural citizenship also suggests a re-emergence of the value in cultural ties over that of the Western concept of nation-state with its arbitrary geographic boundaries.

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In constructing their cottage in Balboa Park, HPRSD had to overcome very political challenges that reflect mainstream perspectives toward the island. Through a strong belief in their vision they overcame these obstacles and created a homeplace as inspiration to all who visit. HPRSD has also created a third-space where Puerto Ricans can express their biculturalism without the need to over-value their Puerto Rican or American heritage. They are able to resist the dichotomy that greater American society has imposed which centers on complete assimilation into U.S. culture, including English as the only language (Zentella, 2004).

The member’s stories  are animated with their own autonomy and not mimicking the immigrant’s hero’s journey that is often reflected in immigrants’ stories (Levins-Morales, Medicine stories: History, culture and the politics of integrity, 1998; Rua & Torres, 2010). There is power when “Ralph” speaks of receiving his first brand new pair of shoes for the flight to NY right after the ending of WWII and how recently a postal worker asked him what kind of stamp was needed to send a letter to Puerto Rico. And when “Tia” shares how the Italian and Jewish women helped her learn how to use the dangerous sewing machine in the garment factory. Or “Joe” recalls how he found academic focus within the walls of ASPIRA, a community based academic enrichment program, during the tumultuous 1960’s in Brooklyn.  And when “Emily” talks with pride about her dad who was a doctor and headed the tuberculosis sanitarium on the island as well as how he told family stories under a special mango tree on visits home. There is strength when “Ernesto” shares his ability to “come out” in New York where he met his life-partner and also provided quality healthcare services to Veterans with HIV –often a taboo- during the 1990’s at the VA in New York. And when “Gene” talks about how he united Latinos in Balboa Park on Sundays through drumming. And there is human admiration when Kitty talks with reverence about her mom, Casilga Pagan, who was a founder and first president of HPRSD that promoted tradition, voter participation, and reciprocity within the community.

These voices are no longer stuck in time, victimization, political limbo, or negative stereotypes. No, these voices speak of creative ways that ordinary people have found to embrace the challenges of the twenty-first century with dignity, self-respect and sense of community. These compile a new story  that people like me still stuck in a Western dichotomy or right/wrong, good/bad, colonizer/colonized would completely miss without understanding that different ways of knowing exist.

“Intellectual decolonialization is a prequisite for the creation of successful political decolonization and cultural reconstruction strategies” (Ani, 1994, p. 1) Through the creation of a “homeplace” amidst the memorial to Balboa, a conquistador, I believe that the unconsciousness of the Puerto Rican soul has emerged from the flood waters to guide her people into a new world of life where the confinement of “otherness” will no longer exist in the people’s psyche (Watkins & Shulman, 2008). Casey (2009) talks about ways of learning after prolonged displacement and he states:

It follows that to learn something…is to learn how to connect, or more exactly reconnect, with one’s place. At the same time, to reconnect with that place it to engage in a form of collective memory of one’s ancestors: to commemorate them (p. 37).

Furthermore I believe that this process reflects thousands taking place around the world as we each seek to reconnect back to the ways of knowing that have been suppressed too long in our unconsciousness so that we can create new paradigms to guide us in better tending of the World Souls. We live on one earth and it is time that we begin to get to know her through a variety of knowledge systems- seen and unseen. The homeward journey of the members of the HPRSD is an example for creating a new paradigm of physical and mental environmental change.

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Professional Services

Who Is Florence Aliese Development Group?

Florence Aliese Development group is a private consulting firm founded by Alisa Orduña to transform distressed and marginalized neighborhoods into beloved communities within inclusive societies where all residents thrive.  It is our mission to prepare cities for the transformation from nation-states into global citizenship through equitable development, as modern stressers such as climate change, conflict, and formation of extreme poverty push migration across previous man-made borders.

The firm specializes in community conflict mitigation, development and project management of community-driven solutions, facilitation of participatory community engagement processes, and salon convener to host of difficult conversations on race, privilege, and other social barriers to social inclusivity and economic equity.

Our expertise is in reclaiming public and semi-public spaces to address homelessness,   preservation of African American cultural practices and contributions, empowerment of women and girls of color, healing communities after trauma, and fostering dialogue for self-affirmation.

We deliver our services through trauma-informed care and cultural sensitivity within the framework of liberatory art practices that restore cultural amnesia, honors stories, and holds safe spaces to tend to the collective wounds created by former and current acts of rupture, containment, violence, and forced dislocation.

Our praxis is research based and we strongly believe in the co-production of knowledge with communities served.

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Alisa Orduña is a Afro-American Diaspora scholar and beloved community mid-wife with over twenty years of experience in the nonprofit and government sector. She is a seasoned community development practitioner with expertise in homelessness and affordable housing policy, asset development, cultural conflict mitigation, community building, and anti-poverty advocacy. She is a graduate of Xavier University of Louisiana and the University of Pittsburgh where she earned a Master Degree in Public and International Affairs with a concentration in Economic and Social Development. She recently earned a second Master Degree in Depth-Psychology with a specialization in Community, Liberation, Eco-Psychology from Pacifica Graduate Institute. She is currently pursuing her doctorate degree in the same field focusing on a phenomenological approach on the essence of homelessness as experienced by African Americans in Los Angeles and the significance of feminine liberatory art interventions. Alisa is an Ifá practitioner and resides in Los Angeles where she enjoys a good cup of coffee, Afro-Brazilian dance, and long-walks in nature.

Florence and Aliese are Alisa’s paternal and maternal grandmothers. They represent resilient women who valued God, family, excellence, and the upliftment of community as tools of survival against the ongoing discrimination and violence projected onto African Americans since the nation’s conceptional acts of the Trans-Atlantic Slave Trade and conquest of the Indigenous people. Now in the waters of the ancestors, these women bring forth the wisdom of the Iyami as part of the egbe egun, or circle of women ancestors, and whom are calling forth a profound shift in human relations as a precautionary warning to prevent further destruction of Mother Earth.

Please email FlorenceAliese@gmail.com for more information.

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Allies

Yesterday I had the privilege of sitting on a panel with some amazing social justice activists at Pacifica’s “Radical Edge: Depth Psychology for the 21st Century” Thanks to Lizzie Rodriguez. Pacifica Graduate Institute focuses on depth psychology and counseling so it caters to psychologists and therapists. Until Dr. Mary Watkins joined the faculty, Pacifica lacked economic and racial/ethnic diversity. So yesterday’s conference was part of the alumni programming series and the audience was mostly upper-class “white” (until we find another term that truly reflects the diversity of non-people of color) baby-boomers.

The conference’s theme focused on the collective trauma and fracturing of society that we all share including the rising cost of housing, immigration, homelessness, injustice in the criminal justice system, threats to progress made in nongendering the right to marriage and other civil liberties, and degradation of the environment.

The goal of my panel, all change-agents of color, was to share real solutions from the field. However in translating our practice, the themes of privilege, white supremacy, shame, and other dynamics kept coming up, including the use of the word “ally.”

 

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Since then have been reflecting on the word ally. I guess it means something that is not a part of you but working in aligned goals toward a common end. I think it was developed to counter the “savior” narrative when dominant groups encroach and try to take over groups and movements seeking their own empowerment.

However I hope the idea of alliedship does not become so overused that it becomes an excuse to not act. That the internal and collective process to be undergone by “allies” of recognizing power differences and complicity is not lost. And that if I call myself an “ally” to groups that i am working with, that I recognize whatever privilege and power I am bringing to the conversation, leave my shame and guilt at the door, and own my own shit that I am still working through, so as not to cater my behavior and conversation through projections I am presenting on those I am allying with. In other words, being able to stay present in those spaces dominated by persons with lived-experience that I am seeking to support and resist the deep urge to switch the conversation back to myself and own needs.

Whatever time we are in is opening up psyche to painful realities and traumas that we have collectively disconnected with for some time. The fear, mistrust, wounds, are real. Trump is the pharmokoe of our society- the icon of all of our projections that we are too shameful to admit such as greed, narcissism, hunger for power and to be seen, and need of authoritarianism and hierarchical structures that mark place of where we fit into the world (even if our place is of victim or alienation- it still fits a space).

As we awaken, people are starting to feel for a second. We may cast off that feeling onto someone else, but psyche will remember the feeling and keep bringing us back to it. As such as people awaken, there is such great need for heart, for collective healing to take place, for conscious peace. We must begin to deconstruct the rigid borders of identity politics. We must lean into the fear of the unknown wanting to be birthed out of the collective goodness that we all hold so closely.

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As Dr. David Ragland stated yesterday, we must create safe, expressive spaces for people to decolonize emotion and get in touch with their own trauma/pain (i.e. through storytelling). And, as we move through a cycle of healing (no quick fixes), we must be intentional in weaving together a new narrative that reflects the mosaic journeys of America today.

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Hero’s Return

Welcome to my space in this virtual worldwide net! I hope to use this site as a depository of thoughts, ideas, questions, and research as I shape my contributions to the field of community development in an era of global citizenship. Before I get too far ahead of myself, I would like to use this first exchange to share how I got here.

In 2013, after working close to twenty years in the field of community development with a focus on urban revitalization, alleviation of homelessness, and women and gender anti-poverty strategies, I finally acted upon a decision to step away from the grind for a few years to enter into a period of personal and professional reflection. I had become burned out through implementing programs and policies that failed to call out underlying racial and gender biases that were contributing to the oppression of the communities that my various places of employment were trying to serve. I could not understand why so many programs and approaches served to conform the individual (and family system) into practices that limited potential and fostered dependency verse true liberation. Why was the nonprofit industry complicit in creating a permanent underclass when so many helping professionals entered the field to make the world a better place? And why, even within the most progressive circles of nonprofit donors, was it considered impolite to talk about race when the colorblind attitude of the late 20th and into the 21st Century was a huge contributing factor to the ongoing assault and marginalization of communities of color?

To search for these answers some people may have joined the Peace Corps, spend time in an ashram in India, write a book or have a baby at 40. I however took an academic path and decided to pursue a long-held hidden dream of earning a PhD. I entered into the Community, Liberation, and Eco-Psychology track of Depth Psychology at Pacifica Graduate Institute. Depth psychology is the study of “soul”- the sensate of spirituality repressed in our modern world. Soul is found through an intuitive way of knowing  revealed in dreams, ceremony, stories, dances, language, and even through the rhythm of the landscape. Soul provides a different way of relating to the world through the establishment of unconditional relations with humans and nature beyond social constructs put in place to center the world around humans and in particularly Western patriarchal systems of power .

My studies offered the opportunity to re-member other ways of knowing embodied in my being to produce my own counter-narratives to dominant ideology upheld in mainstream culture and society. Family stories, dance practice, spiritual ceremonies, dreams, art, and other products of my creative process produced new methods of data created out of my lived-experience that began to inform a deeper, more personal narrative of the person in a fluid state of becoming, clarity on the values that have been guiding me, and an authentic vision of what it is I am trying to achieve before I leave this earth. In essence, I entered into a relationship with the journey, with less focus on “beating the clock” to achieve the goal. As a self-described former “over- achiever” and “people-pleaser”- this new outlook on living in the present has truly been the medicine gained from my journey.

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Matriculation ceremony to the dissertation phase

As of July 2015, I am pleased to have completed my coursework and now am ready to begin re-integrating back into community as I prepare for my dissertation research and writing rituals (yes, to me the acts of research in community and of writing are sacred acts that must be done with clear intentions, mutual respect, and honor). My dissertation project will focus on creating a language of race for the 21st century in an era of global citizenship. With massive immigration of citizens from around the world, it is time for the U.S. to address its festering wounds of slavery and Native American genocide so that it can recapture its spirit of innovation and reinvention to sustain its global leadership position. It is simply unfair to our children to burden them with a hushed history and must begin to speak the painful truth to move beyond victim-perpetrator to rewriting our historical narrative of the bloodshed let in the creation of this nation that we call the United States. It is unfair to force a black/white binary of racial that subjugates nonwhites based on skin color and silences that voices of “other” communities of color. It is unconscionable that in 2015 we have to have a social movement focused on Back Lives Matter as our earth cries out in environmental pain reminding us that we are all equally part of one citizenship class when it comes to the future of this planet. It is only through expanding the voices and honoring the various lived-experiences verse old strategies of integration and assimilation- that any of us will ever be able to develop a truer sense of who we are as a nation and thus who we would like to become. It is thus my hope to contribute to the development of a 3rd language – a language of the “borderlands” (Gloria Anzaldua) used by self-identified persons of all racial groups in dialogue, in ceremony, to speak their truth and be heard without judgment. In this third space of language the border of the “other” can be morphed and collective healing and transformation can begin.

So stay tune if you would like as I seek to apply soul to my social justice praxis using the community development tools of community building, collective healing, and creative placemaking.